All I WantI want a house by a lake in the middle of treesI want a honey comb cottage filled with sweet buzzy beesI want a fireplace burning in the middle of winterI want a trunk and an ax and wood ready to splinterI want a wood porch that looks out over the waterI want a barn with a loft and a old wooden ladderI want a farm and a life that doesn't need changin'I want a horse strong man by my side I can rest inI want the smell of coffee to wake me before every sunriseI want a field ready for planting waiting for the rains to arriveI want the sound of owls in the dusk before nightfallI want you to be there to see us through it allI want a simple life, a happy life, a good lifeA life I can look back on and see it's been fullThat's all I want<3
It's all connectedRobins represent honestly in my mindBluebirds are my winter signMountains make me think of GodHow strong and full of might.The ocean flowing ripples, waves, foam that crashes to the shoreInfinity and even more.Sun that brightness un the skyMakes me smile in your lightBlue skies make me laughAt all the clouded thoughts I have in my life.Sparrows, they are freedom,Wind it means we change,Sand is all the different peopleThat in their difference are the same.Water, fire, warmth, frost; It's all a part of somethingFound after it's been lost.And we stand in the middle <3
Painter PaintSplattered paint and golden raysSprayed across in careless waysPolished over with timely hazeKept freshly bright in memorie's' place.Painter paint me a pretty facePaint the joy and all the graceAll the things I see, replaceWith imaginary happy paste.World around in death decaysSo paint me painter, paint me faithTo keep me strong and keep me hazed.So I can block out all the pain.Fantasy dear painter paintEverything you see each dayMake me a portrait of mindless spaceWhere everything is golden facedAnd tears don't taint the perfect pagePaint me that, sweet painter paintIn color paint your heart awayFor me <3
Walk Away..Paper paperPages tornFrom a bookThat is my homeBreath, breathingAir that flowsMy lungs that pumpingOpen, closeWater saltTears that fallShaking lipsClenching jaw.Broken promiseLosing trustRoll right overIn the dustAnd walk away from it all
My Idea of PerfectionEveryone has and idea of perfectMine is kinda strange,I love when things are differentI love when colors change.I love to watch the waterRun, swirling down the stream,I love to see the raincloudsSpill rain in sheets of green.I love to seach for perfectionIn the tiny simplest things,I love to dance alone at nightIn the thick, white, yellow moonbeams.I love to swim to the music,The echo of deep water caves,I love to feel the raindropsWhile I´m ducking under waves.I love to see the smileThat creeps across your face,I love the way your eyes can tellA story full of grace.I love the things you doI can´t even explain,How much perfection i have found,In you, in just one day.
Go..Don't tell me i am beautifulJust because Im plainDon't tell me I am perfectBecause I am insaneDon't tell me I am worth itBecause you pity meDon't tell me I am full of lifeBecause you see me witheringDon't sit and tell me not to changeBecause you see I shouldDon't tell me I am wonderfulBecause I am no goodDon't try and change my mind todayTomorrow dear I'll be the sameAnd anything you try and sayWill never make a single changeCuz I am fucked as fucked can getAnd you're not close nough' to me yetAnd sorry but you'll never beCuz I keep myself under lock and keyWhere no one ever dare to reachIn fear they lose their tongue in speechI wield sharp knives and historyThat end and bleed out life I seeYou tried to make a change in meBut honestly I'm too busyTo try and sit and try and readThe rules you set out all your pleasJust go away just turn and leaveCuz this is how I'll always beThis is the comfort that I keepWhere no one reaches, no one seesThat I'm withdrawn